Friday, August 1, 2008

Anchored

What power can steady that fluttering, wayward, agitated thing: a human heart?
The way to keep light articles fixed on deck amidst rolling seas and howling winds is to lash them to something fixed. And the way to steady the heart is to bind it to God.
--Alexander McLaren

These are days of rolling seas and howling winds. Heart is restless, weary, tossed by waves of emotions, gusts of fears, and tempests of questions and uncertainties. It saps strength, dulls the mind, wicks away vitality.


How to steady a turbulent heart? Lash it to something fixed. And the only thing, the only One, who is fixed and unchanging is the Father of lights, with whom there is no shadow of turning. Fierce storms howl and ebb, seasons come and go, heart knows joy and then pain... nothing in this life is steadfast or constant. But He, our Solid Rock, is the same yesterday, today, and forever. He is always good... always loving toward His children... always wise... always compassionate.

As the storm rages, winds howling evil doubts and questions, the voice of the Rock can be heard over the roiling din:
Yes, Father. Lash me to the Rock; anchor my quavering heart. Even if the storm rages on, the heart can know peace when it is anchored to the Stronghold, for there it cannot be moved or shaken.

Troubles almost 'whelm the soul; griefs like billows o'er me roll;
Tempters seek to lure astray; storms obscure the light of day:
But in Christ I can be bold; I've an anchor that shall hold.
And it holds, my anchor holds;
Blow your wildest, then, O gale, on my bark so small and frail:
By His grace I shall not fail,
For my anchor holds... my anchor holds.
--W. C. Martin

16 friends have shared their thoughts:

Sarah said...

What poetry in your words friend, you have such a gift! I will pray for reanchoring, moment by moment, as you wait out the storm of uncertainty. Jeremiah 29:11, well known, but oh such comfort! "I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future!" Press on sister!
Love, Sarah

Beverly said...

Yes, my dear, hold on ...
And I love that verse that Sarah shared. Much love - hope to see you in a couple of days.

Dan & Hillary and little Russell said...

You don't know me, but I've often wondered what became of 'Hannah's Prayer.' You are an inspiration to me (I've had 4 m/c's). I will pray for your little one.

Anonymous said...

What a wonderful testimony you are through your trials. I know God will give you the strength and uphold you when you don't think you have it.

As a word of encouragement, my niece and her husband went through something very similar last fall. They had 2 previous miscarriages and got pregnant for the third time after 10 years of waiting on the Lord. Hormone levels declined and they were told to wait for the miscarriage. At a last sonogram before a d & c was to be scheduled, they saw the slow flicker of a heart rate. Too slow they were told, but we welcomed their son nearly two months ago. Praise to God, who is the giver and taker of life.
I will continue to pray. Janet

Mimi said...

God is the giver of life and only He can determine when it is over...Every day is a day stronger...
praying and praying for you, Mark, and Baby...

Anonymous said...

"Cast your burden upon the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never allow the righteous to be shaken" - Psalm 55:22 & a hymn verse from this verse: Only be still, and wait HIs leisuure in cheerful hope with heart content to take what-e'er thy Father's pleasure and all discerning love hath sent; nor doubt our inmost wants are known to him who chose us for his own" - #670 TH - Love Dad

Christa said...

I continue to pray for you and yours.
God is truly amazing and can do some amazing things.
God less

Jo-Ann said...

You don't know me so I hope you don't mind if I stop by to see how your are doing. My daughter is expecting a child in December after the death of her daughter seven years ago. I will pray for you as I do for her that you will be allowed to carry this child, "God's gift" to term.

Jodi said...

Thinking of you and your post today while at the piano. Jesus, lover of my soul, let me to Thy bosom fly . . . Other refuge have I none, hangs my helpless soul on Thee; Leave, ah! leave me not alone, still support and comfort me. All my trust on Thee is stayed, all my help from Thee I bring; Cover my defenseless head with the shadow of Thy wing.

But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head. I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and He heard me out of His holy hill. Psalm 3:3-4

I know it is He that sustains your precious family; your post so eloquently expresses your heart for Him. Indeed, your Anchor will not fail.

Ann Voskamp @Holy Experience said...

Oh, Beka, I AM praying for you tonight... The anchor holds. Because HE holds you. HE's bound to you. And He won't let you go. Lean back into those everlasting arms, my dear friend.

Jesus in you dazzles. Such light.

How I send so much love tonight, ((Beka))...

All's grace,
Ann

Leanne said...

I just had to come by and tell you that I know I'm not blogging right now, or even reading blogs, but I want you to know......

YOU CAN WALK THIS PATH!

I see that the Lord, in your weakness, is becoming strong in you.

Hang in there!

I am still here in my state praying for you where you are!

Leanne in Longview

Anonymous said...

Dear Beka~
I learned of you through Rebeca. I cannot even begin to imagine what you must be going through. I've read your posts (so beautifully written) and they are so sweet, yet so heartbreaking at the same time. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your husband, and that precious new life inside you. May God bless you with the most beautiful and precious gift of all--the miracle of life for your unborn! Though I do not know you, my thoughts and prayers will remain with you! God Bless!!
~Trich

Cathy said...

Dear Beka,
Amen! to what Jodi said. I tried to leave a long comment, but guess it did not post. You are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Your music is so lovely and peaceful, as usual.

Love and Hugs,
Cathy

Stacy said...

Beka and Mark,

Praying for you... :)

Love,
~Stacy and family

Anonymous said...

Beka,

You've been strong on my heart.
I am heavily burdened for you.

We stand for life, and lift you three to the Throne of Mercy.
Praying peace over you all.

In His name,
Lisa

So Blessed said...

Your faithfulness to the Lord is so precious...I am lifting all of you in prayer. May you be filled with His peace and strength.