Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Mysterious Ways

God's timing... it is beautiful, mysterious, perfect, wise, unexplainable, unfathomable.

Five months ago, we completed our home study for infant foster care. We were all ready to begin caring for a little one, and expected a call any day. But days turned into weeks turned into months, and still nothing. We wondered and waited, and prayed. Then we found out that our own sweet little one was on the way, and we laughingly wondered if we'd get a call for a foster baby the next day. But still nothing.

Now, we are two days away from moving, and it doesn't seem like things could get any busier. I'm spending my days packing up the last boxes (no lifting, don't worry!), taking naps, and trying to stave off the pregnancy nausea that keeps coming back (which I am so thankful for, by the way!).

And this is the wonderful, beautiful, perfect, mysterious time that God has chosen for us to welcome our first foster baby.

We actually got the first call about this little girl about two weeks ago, but due to her circumstances, the date for us to pick her up has been postponed several times. We have heard word yesterday afternoon that it seems Thursday will be the day. Thursday... the day before the closing for our house.

We have prayed about this so much, and wondered how this will work, but never once have we doubted that this is God's will for us, and that it is in His sovereign plan for us to care for this precious little girl. We love her already, even though we've never met her--we don't even know her name!--and we simply cannot wait to pick her up on Thursday.

There is no doubt that this will not be easy. My head spins when I try to imagine how this will all go, especially on the day of the closing. But the Lord's peace pervades, and chases away all the fears and uncertainties, and His words come to us: "My grace is sufficient for you." We don't have to know how all the details will fall into place: we leave that in His hands, confident that the Lord will give us strength and that He will accomplish what concerns us.

Please pray for this sweet little girl. I hope you all understand: I will not be able to give any specifics about her situation or even share her name here, but she needs our prayers, and the Lord knows all the details. Please pray that we will indeed be able to pick her up tomorrow, and that this will not be delayed any longer.

And marvel with us at our Father's amazing, mysterious, unfathomable timing!

5 friends have shared their thoughts:

CB said...

We are praising God for His timing in so many ways, and oh so thankful that it seems the "night of weeping" is over and God is showering His blessing upon you. We KNOW without a doubt that He will give you grace for all your sweet responsibilities.
with much love,
Charissa

Brooke said...

When it rains it pours right! You will be really busy in the next few weeks. If you need help unpacking or just in general email me. I'm only 25 minutes away.

thebluestockingguide (at)me(dot) com

Anonymous said...

..all I can say is 'isn't God AWESOME??!!!'

Jennifer Christine

Rebeca said...

Wow! Will be praying!

Cathy said...

Bless you, sweet Beka and Mark ~
Praying God will answer all your prayers. He will give you strength to endure.